dream

finally..
i got to dream about my dad TT
okay
here goes the story
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time :-
probably when SPM is near lol
(i also dunno why)

scene :-
school
mum's room

people involved :-
jieyin (dont ask why)
me
mum
tony

here goes
i was talking to jieyin
about scholarship or dunno what
and jieyin told me that i need at least 12 subjects to get xx scholarship or what
cant actually remember
since i'm taking only 10 subjects
i start to panic
and i'm been thinking of accounts
but how the hell i can study that
and i started to cry in my mum's room

suddenly,
i feel a strange wind blowing into the room
but i just crying because i can feel the panic and stress
then i heard the cupboard opening/closing
then i walk towards the cupboard
which is near to my dad's table
and i found a Fluorescent lamp tube
and there's some words on the tube
written in Chinese
sorry i forgot the message on it
but it probably something like
'dun be too stress , 顺其自然 '
prabably from dad ... ...

i was crying and i remember i ask him
'i dont know what to do'

then i woke

i've dream of my dad
and the fluorescent lamp only exists in my dream
and i was crying again TT
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there goes
daddy's watching over us=)

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the 'result' not taken

after a week's school after the exam,
the results were almost taken except for our dearest sejarah
which is the one most of us care about lol idontthinkso
thanks to our dearest 'MAHDI' who was absent haizz
2 classes of form 4 cant get sejarah paper haizz

so..
according to plan
next week some of us is going to study for mid-term already
but i dont know whether how many can actually go according to plan
i surely cant lol
haizz

adlene is having a sweet 16 party right now
and i wonder what are they doing there ..
maybe something crazy?
but whatever it is,
adlene will surely be the happiest one
haha

waiting for mom to come back now
guess she'll be back in about an hour ..
til then

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another random

return to st john practice today
new members are preparing for their coming exam
and the old ones ..
sure kawad la , lol

we took the nursings
combination of form 2 to form 4 members
quite nice as almost everyone in the 'skuad' we knew
so we just like playing playing lurr
but since manhouw is around there watching us so we cant be too 'playing' lol
i think me, ychen, mel and shingwei
who were arguing about who to give command
not actually argue la, just 'play play lork'
haha .. best teammates forever =)

juniors, do forgive us if we are not serious enough
and do forgive us if we treat you guys too strict seem impossible lol
just have fun in st john
at the same time, discipline have to jaga too la
dont too obvious lurr =P

ambulance members are having competition today
somekind of footdrill competition lol
organised by Mr LumManHouw
and the girls are the judges..
well i have to say
they are the most special judges i've ever seen
but cant help, their classmates/schoolmates/friends/lifepartners lol ma
haizz
so funny they all

guess i have fun today
and glad to talk to erm.. wen yu izit??
no idea about her name .. sorry (=

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how much i miss him

i was going through my dad's laptopS
and i found alot of pictures he took
he was once a man fond in photography
and he bought a camera .. big one

he went alot of places for his business
Germany, Korea, China ..
and when i see the pictures
i cant stop thinking , missing him..
he was once so excited saying that he will take us oversea
to china, maybe further
but now...

i just my dont wish my tears to flow down my face..
and yet, it still drops ..

I MISS HIM A LOT

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rest

finally, exam's over ..
i can must get some rest

talk about this exam..
i am hopeless
haizz
no mood to study even one subject
of course still need to study some..
exam

now i don't have the mood to care about my result
whatever it is its just a monthly exam xD
no stress, no sad,
more study for mid-year
more spirit for that
haha

exam end already
now i gonna sleep
p/s i still not done my homeworks lol

p/s/s jieyin, please dont be so stress la aiyo..
our form not so stressful de..
people just study like students
not stress like dunno what lol
health
cheer / chill =)

okay la..

hope you dont so stressful lurr

very bad to your health

cheer/chill

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catch up

Due to my absence to school,
i got tonnes of homeworks and notes to copy..
and by today , thank GOD i've done copying

but but..
there's another problem which is
our beloved APRIL monthly examination
how great is that lol TT

so,
i got to revise everything in 4 days time
especially SEJARAH & BIOLOGY
ish
and now,
as usual i haven got the studying mood yet
so friends,
i am currently sending S.O.S signals

HELP !!!!

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in the last memory of ...

#
Time comes, man leaves silently, not to bring away the alives nor earn their tears but want the alives to build happiness in themselves believing the memory shall last forever...
#

he was so good, so warm, so nice
yet we don't even have the chance to treat him until he's 70 or 80
he left us ..
silently
without any signs
and brought us tears and missings
sighs

but then i understand
starting to accept the unacceptable reality
we realize that we still got family and friends
and mommy need us
we will be strong
we promise
we will go through this hard moment
and go on with the memory of a great father
thanks for raising us up

daddy,

i wonder how are you now

but i know you'll be alright

we will take care of mummy here

don't worry

please bless mom always

hope her tomorrow can be better

thanks alot daddy

for bringing me to this world

and now i know you wil be watching over us in the other world

we miss you always . . .

not to forget
thanks to all my dear friends, seniors, relatives, teachers
they are the ones who accompany me when i was almost down to the bottom
the ones who go through this with me
the ones who give me their hand when i need them so much
thanks guys
love you guys

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